Saturday, September 27, 2008

My kitchen, and today's shopping

Today I went food shopping. I skipped the farmers market for a change--I got an email saying Skoloff Valley Organic Farm wasn't going to be there--and it ended up raining buckets anyway. I went to Wegmans and bought way too much stuff, then later finally went to Health U in Vestal to check it out and ended up buying too much again. Most of it was pantry stuff, just to have on hand, a few things I'd never seen before that I wanted to try, and some frozen basics like pie crusts, veggies, and yes, ice cream.

My shopping today was not part of the food challenge, for a few reasons. First, I have not yet decided on a dollar amount for the challenge. Also, I have a lot of fresh food that I want to do something with so I can start with more of a clean slate next week when I start properly. And finally, another week will help me prepare so I can do this right and make the most of it.



From kitchen 9/27/08 7:45 PM

today's shopping total: $161.27

I wouldn't say this is necessarily typical.  I did buy beer on a whim--I do buy beer on occasion, but not usually this expensive.  There is no meat here and very limited dairy--I've gotten a bit complacent with all the meat in the freezer.  There are a lot more convenience items here than usual, but mostly because I was curious about some new things at Healthy U and exercised exactly no self-control in buying only one at a time to try.  

I've been doing more thinking on the guidelines of the challenge, and I've got an ongoing list of criteria.

  • If Topaz won't eat it, it's a failure.
  • Not too many ingredients
  • Quick and simple to prepare
  • No hard-to-find ingredients
  • Food I already have in the house is off-limits, unless I " buy" it with the  food budget
  • Everything has to be really good and fresh
  • No huge upfront costs
  • Will document all cost and estimates of time involved in each meal
  • The duration of the challenge has not yet been determined.

Who I think will be interested in this challenge:

  • Families in general
  • Stay at home AND working parents
  • People who can afford a higher budget but want to cut back
  • People who don't think they can afford organic food
  • People with very low incomes who want to eat better than ramen
  • Anyone looking for simple, healthy meals that don't cost a fortune
  • Anyone willing to try new healthful foods

My own food situation, summarized

From livejournal, written September 25, 2008
To summarize my own food situation...

I was just in the kitchen trying to assimilate the $240 of groceries I got from the food buying club yesterday. It was our first order through them and I'm not really sure I'd go through them again. Some of the stuff I ordered was out of stock, which was disappointing, and I'm starting to realize I need to go back and look at the per pound prices of some of the bulk stuff I got. Some of it seems a little high, but I haven't properly looked yet.

My kitchen is extremely well-stocked. It generally is. I don't like to get too low on things we use frequently, and we both feel like having a surplus of food can only be a good thing. Not to say we're expecting a disaster or anything, but financial experts these days are recommending stocking up on foods, and it makes sense to us. Buying in bulk and catching sales is one way we save money on food, and it cuts back on unnecessary packaging and waste, and we have to shop for those things far less often. Sometimes we go to Ithaca, an hour away, when we have a long enough list of purchases/activities to justify the time and gas. This is getting less and less frequent as we're more conscious of our gas usage, but we really enjoy going to Ithaca and would go even if we didn't have specific reasons.

In this assimilation this morning, I filled up the garbanzo canister (keep intending to make big batches of hummus!!), and quinoa, moved stuff to the big freezer in the basement (including two placentas that are taking up valuable freezer space STILL) and was rather astonished to see how much frozen stuff we have. I've been consistently buying extra meat at the farmers market this summer, and stashing away quite a bit in the basement freezer (my mother's day present last year--yes, I asked for it). We also have two big freezer bags of organic blueberries we picked last month for an absurdly low price per pound, which Jake and Topaz love to eat frozen, and I love to bake with. I also recently bought a new blender/food processor combo to make smoothies and hummus and pesto and other stuff I keep thinking of.

I'm well-stocked with herbs and spices, and I grow a lot of herbs in the garden. Topaz is learning what all the different ones are, so sometimes I can send her out and pick some for dinner.

Condiments and oils and vinegar are another thing I've been gradually accumulating. We use a lot of olive oil, which I get in Ithaca--refill the bottle for a discount. These are the types of purchases that can cost a lot up front but can add so much to your food, not just in terms or taste, but health as well. I'm experimenting occasionally with making homemade salad dressings, and that of course requires oil and vinegar. I have never gone to the store and bought all of those things in one go (it would take up a week's food budget!) but I buy a bottle of vinegar or oil here and there as needed and it doesn't make too big of a dent in the budget. Gradually accumulating and stocking up are things I don't think too much about anymore, but I do realize that on a tighter budget it would be difficult or impossible to buy in bulk or participate in CSA, which require a substantial chunk of cash on the outset. Overall I think you can save a lot of money doing that kind of thing, but I also remember that when I was living alone and making too little money, that I would NEVER have been able to come up with even a couple hundred dollars for a CSA box. So in this experiment I won't include big initial expenditures like that, even though I think it is extremely advantageous. A bottle of oil or vinegar can last a while, unless you're making vinaigrette every night, and I see it as essential to any kitchen to have a good supply of a variety of oils, at the very least.

At Greenstar in Ithaca, you can buy oils and vinegars, honey, syrups, grains, coffee, nuts, beans, herbs, teas, seeds, spices, dried fruits, and probably more than that, in bulk--as little or as much as you want at a time. If I lived in Ithaca, this food experiment would be extremely simple taking advantage of that system. My goal now is to make a list of things I can buy in specific amounts in Binghamton. Wegmans has a small bulk section, including nuts and seeds, flours and grains, teas, herbs and spices, and coffee. It's not nearly as extensive as Greenstar, but certainly a good option. Down to Earth, in Endicott, also sells bulk food items as well as a wonderful assortment of supplements and specialty health foods that are impossible to find elsewhere in this area. Then there's the new place in Vestal by BU that I still haven't been to, and Health Beat in Johnson City, which I never go to and I don't know why.

We go through a lot of eggs around here. We have eggs for any meal, I bake with eggs, make quiche fairly often. Having farm fresh eggs spoils you, and the thought of spending $4 on a dozen organic eggs at a grocery store is a little bit ludicrous, especially after having REAL eggs, with yolks so orange that the first time you have them, you're sure there's something seriously wrong. But the taste of real, free-range organic eggs is something impossible to describe--seek them out and you'll be happy you did.

Dairy. We don't drink milk outright, but I do put cream in my coffee and oatmeal, we have yogurt frequently (and bought a yogurt maker to start making our own), and occasional ice cream. We do enjoy cheese around here, and now that Topaz is eating a small amount of it, I've been including it in many of our meals. We also like to try random cheeses from Wegmans--it's fun and makes life a little more interesting. For a while I was doing cheese platters, but that was getting too expensive even for my taste, so now it's more of an occasional treat than an expected course at dinner.

We've cut back dramatically on meat consumption. Before, we couldn't go a meal without some kind of meat. Okay, that might be slightly overstating, as an oatmeal breakfast around here is never accompanied by meat or generally anything else. But my standards for meat have gone way up this year, and I stopped buying meat at Wegmans after reading Omnivore's Dilemma. Also, the occasional beef recalls at Wegmans really bothered me. So now I buy meat exclusively at the farmers market and directly from farms. The price per pound for organic/free-range/grass-fed meats is often higher than conventional meat at the grocery store, but well worth the extra money. Actually, the organic grass-fed beef we buy from a local farm is LESS than the conventional beef I was buying at Wegmans, and is FAR superior. I feel like I should be paying a lot more for it. Buying whole chickens costs less than buying parts, and we've inadvertently cut back on our meat consumption, so now it seems like a special treat or merely an accompaniment to a meal, not the focal point. So I don't have any qualms about spending more high-quality meat and eating less of it. It all works out, I think. Plus, I have the added and very important (to me) benefit of knowing where my food came from--how the animals were raised and fed, how they were treated, how they were processed. And yet another plus is that my decision to buy that meat directly supports the people who raise those animals. There's no factory farming going on here--I value that immensely and am willing to pay more to know that we're eating clean food and supporting people who provide it to us.

On the other hand, our vegetable consumption has gone way up. I get most of our vegetables from Skoloff Valley Organic Farm, and if I need anything else I go to Wegmans. So we're accomplishing eating local, organic, and in-season all at once, almost entirely. We did have a small garden this summer, but being very pregnant, then having a newborn, I didn't exactly give it much effort. I did cheat and buy organic seedlings from Greenstar, as opposed to starting seeds, but that was a compromise so we'd have SOMETHING even with our time/energy constraints. So we had a ton of zucchini and yellow squash, some tomatoes, potatoes, strawberries blackberries, and herbs. We had broccoli and cauliflower that we neglected to pick in time, and the deilcata and spaghetti squash I planted did not do well at all. Fruit mostly comes from Wegmans--I buy only organic, but only what looks really good, which is generally not much. Topaz reliably eats grapes, peaches, bananas, avocados, plums, cherries, melon, apples, pears, berries, etc. Those things can be very hit or miss and very pricey, so I get what looks best and try to buy enough to satisfy her. We did pick blueberries and apples this year, but in years past we've picked strawberries, raspberries, pears, and peaches. This year having Philip slowed me down quite a bit.

What we DON'T buy...that's a big list too. I don't buy anything in cans anymore. Okay, there is the occasional can of tuna. Try to avoid anything with a lot of packaging, and anything with ingredients I wouldn't use if I made the same thing from scratch. Preservatives, artificial colors and flavors, fillers, HFCS, al that stuff is out. This makes shopping a lot quicker and easier, because it instantly eliminates most of what is available at grocery stores. Sometimes I'll buy crackers, and I get Newman's Own organic spelt pretzels for Topaz. I bake a good amount, so I don't really buy cookies or mixes. We don't buy juice except for specific cravings--rarely. I don't think kids need juice, so Topaz generally only gets it from other people, rarely. When I was pregnant I did buy more frozen prepared foods out of desperation--Amy's organic mostly.

I have a decent amount of space for storing food. Good-size kitchen that's laid out very poorly, with very little counterspace. The ancient oven has never worked for us, so we have a toaster oven taking up half the space we do have It really is amazing how many things I've made in that taster oven. One day I'll have a real oven again. We have a huge table in the kitchen. On top--when it's not totally covered with random stuff everyone sets down on it, I do some food prep on it. We also have a small shelf on it with little canisters of things like lentils and beans and rices. Under the table, I have sacks of beans and wheat and anything that didn't fit in a canister. We don't have a pantry, so I put a tall bookcase next to the table to hold random packaged foods like pasta and the occasional jar of sauce, baking supplies, few canisters of stuff, and cookbooks. It's worked out well enough.

I do love kitchen gadgets, but I really don't room for many. I have and sometimes use a crockpot, rice cooker/steamer, blender/food processor, toaster oven, coffee grinder, French press...I think that's it. I want to get a nice veggie slicer at some point, and a stovetop espresso maker, and maybe some small things, but I feel like I have everything I need.

Musings on logistics of the food challenge

From livejournal, written n September 24, 2008

Still pondering the logistics of this food experiment. I'm trying to make decisions about the following:

I generally spend $40 a week at the farmers market just on produce. It's fresh, it's gorgeous, and we use all of it. For the experiment week, I would obviously have to scale way back on that amount (I don't think I ever officially set a dollar amount, but in my head it's always been $50). So that would clearly be the first obstacle. Doable, though, but depressing.

I just ordered I don't even know yet how much stuff from the food buying club, which I'll be picking up today. It probably is somewhere around $200 worth of stuff, mostly bulk grains and nuts and frozen vegetables and condiments and that sort of thing. It's supposed to last us...well, a long time. This, in addition to the ton of food I already have in my kitchen, and the idea of pretending it's all not there is a little confusing. It's not a big deal for most things, but there are things we use in small quantities on daily basis that I'm trying to factor in--olive oil, salt, pepper, herbs (from the garden), maple syrup, coffee, that sort of stuff, that to buy initially does cost more than would fit into this one week time frame. Still deciding about how to handle that.

I guess those are the big things. I'm not sure about the dollar amount I should set, either. I've been thinking $50, but I don't know where that came from or if it's totally arbitrary and set low for the sole purpose of complicating things unnecessarily. In our household, there are two adults, a picky almost-three-year-old who tends to binge on fruit of the most expensive variety, and a six-month-old nursling who isn't a huge factor. Jake is a big eater and that's going to be tricky, because while we can agree just fine on "rules" for this thing, if he's not satisfied with what I feed him, he's not going to just leave it at that. Being anything less than FULL (I might even say TOO full) is not something he's okay with, but I've been hounding him lately to eat less anyway. So that will make things interesting.

research

More from livejournal, written September 23, 2008

As with any experiments, a bit of research is in order. Cheap meal ideas? Ways to cut corners? Other people's experiments?

First off, a useful summary of eating organic foods on a budget:
http://naturalmomstalkradio.com/blog/eating-organic-tips-to-help-you-save-money/

More reading:
http://findarticles.com/p/articles/mi_m0FKA/is_10_67/ai_n15631506
http://www.greenfeet.net/newsletter/eatorganic.shtml

And I was hoping I'd come across similar efforts. Here is one person's attempt to do just what I'm doing.
http://www.rebeccablood.net/thriftyo/2007/04/the_organic_thrifty_food_plan_1.html
I think I'll spend some time reading that this week and getting ideas. Taylor turned me on to lentils and rice in the rice cooker, which has become a busy day staple around here, and that's cheap and filling. I've found that putting a bit of honey and flax oil makes it almost decadent. But of course, with the cost of flax oil, it IS decadent, I suppose.

Farmers markets are wonderful things. The lady I buy chicken from now sells bags of bones and scraps for making soup. Well, that's just dandy, I say. I have a bag in the freezer waiting to be soupified, but of course that won't count next week, so I'll buy a new bag this weekend and do a big batch of soup. I'm anticipating a couple of big struggles: a picky kid who barely eats but needs to be fed, and a husband who needs lunch at work.

I'm trying to figure out how to be very realistic about this. It's not like i ever go out and buy every kind of oil and vinegar and condiment and stuff all in one go. If I did it would be a huge amount of money up front for things that will last a long time. Same with bulk, obviously. I'm not sure how to tally that kind of thing, and for this one week I just won't, I guess. But does that mean we'll have bland food with no spices or herbs (from the garden, even!), no oils, etc? That doesn't really make sense. Maybe if I had a chunk of money at the beginning of a month-long period or so, then I could make sense of it. And the 90 pounds of apples in my kitchen! Maybe I'll just "buy" some of them off the top at the rate we paid when we picked them.

A week is a hard amount of time to do something like this because I never buy small amounts of anything. It works out so much better to buy greater quantities and use them over time. So I'll just have to go into this with the understanding that it won't be entirely typical. It's more to prove a point--or not, depending.

And I have to say, that if this does work out, I will probably be even more insufferable when it's over.

Just talked to Jake and we're now thinking about using some of what we already have, but calculating what each serving costs. We just bought something like 20 pounds of oatmeal--still have the receipt--and we have oatmeal every morning for breakfast. We won't be going back to Ithaca to buy more just for this experiment, so it makes more sense to figure out exactly how much each breakfast costs.

Questions, and a bit about me

More from livejournal, written September 23, 2008

I've been stewing over my last post, and I have come to one very noteworthy conclusion: I am a totally detached, nose in the air, not necessarily always grounded in reality, yuppie snob.

A quick word on our "financial situation". Jake has pointed out, highly perplexed, that we are--by a hair--in the upper class, in terms of income. If you looked at our house, our cars, our clothes, our overall lifestyle, you'd probably laugh at that, which I pretty much did when he made this announcement. But it's had me thinking a LOT about image, values, lifestyle, priorities, all that stuff, and how much our money is working for us, against us, and areas we could improve upon, if we realize that we are doing better, in some ways, than a LOT of people in this country and this world. I grew up poor, and it's a bit of a shock to realize that now my perspective is totally skewed by having my physical needs fully met to any extend I want to strive for. I can go to Starbucks multiple times a week if I want to (we each have our own personal accounts with an "allowance"), and I can think about and pursue interests that are by no means necessities. I'm not really used to having disposable income, and the last several years of having it has really messed up the way I measure "normal."

SO. Having made that admission about where I'm coming from, I'll elaborate on the food thing.

Was it that Michael Moore documentary about the healthcare system? I don't remember, I'll have to look it up. Anyway, the idea was that in terms of non-third-world countries, we in the US spend a smaller percentage of our incomes on food and more on healthcare costs. I should look into the figures, but I would assume that's correct. And this is where I most passionately deviate from typical, because Jake and I have had lengthy discussions as to setting a food budget (as in, it's not arbitrary), and the figure we decided on is a direct result of the fact that we believe food is of greater importance to our lives than the other places we might put that money: cable, cell phones, expensive hotels when we travel (okay, we rarely travel), fancier cars, a bigger house, nicer clothes, more toys for the kids, more toys for ourselves, and on and on. I cut tons of corners and don't feel too bad when I do make a decision to "splurge" on something I deem worthwhile.

I've spent the morning reflecting on the vastly different world of having barely enough money to survive. I have absolutely lived that life (pre-Jake, when I was working two jobs and could barely afford to eat and pay bills), and health was extremely low on my list of priorities. I ate ramen, I ate mostly everything prepackaged or on a dollar menu. I get it. I wish I could go back and look at my actual expenses and budget for things and really decide if I could have done better with my current standards. That would be very interesting. I DO know, however, that I generally had money for alcohol (often more than necessary) and I could absolutely have skimped a bit more on clothes (working at a nice place required a certain level of clothing, though I only shopped on sale and had far fewer clothes than I would have liked).

But if I really REALLY was in that boat now, having kids' nourishment to think about, I don't know exactly how things would go. Jake is always a bit confused about this, because it often strikes me that whole foods are so much more satisfying and nutrient-dense than anything prepackaged, and thus a better value overall. You simply NEED less of it. Smaller quantity, greater quality, my mantra for just about everything. In my last post I wrote about some of the modifications I would expect to make if I had a smaller food budget at my disposal. And to be fair, in some respects food is a hobby for me, and I buy cookbooks here and there and get them at the library and always find new recipes to try online. I just think it's fun to experiment with new ingredients and dishes reflecting parts of the world I would like to visit. I think there is a lot to learn about different cultures and ways of thinking by paying attention to different ways of preparing food. It's interesting, and in my life of boredom and small children, anything that holds my interest and is ultimately beneficial to the family can be granted a reasonable amount of funding.

Also, I've had it in my head that since I have the means, and my needs are largely met, that it's not unreasonable to be more liberal in "voting with dollars" as is the catchy new trend. I feel that since I am able, I might as well support local farmers who are doing things I really respect and want to perpetuate. I feel like I make a statement with where I choose to put my money, not just in food buy in all areas. I believe the world would be a better place if more people had relationships with farmers and knew where their food came from and respected that whole process. It really is putting my money where my mouth is, and paying a bit extra to avoid places like Walmart, whose practices I do not necessarily want to promote. I feel like it means more to go and hand a hardworking farmer some cash than to mindlessly swipe my card at a grocery store, and when possible, that's what I do. I realize that in the bigger picture this a luxury, and I appreciate that.

I'm thinking that come Friday (payday), I will challenge myself to a greatly reduced food budget and see how little can spend while maintaing my long-established standards of food quality and healthfulness. The parameters of my challenge will be thus (feel free to add to this if you think I've missed a serious point):

The food we already have here will be out of bounds for one week.

I will keep meticulous itemized accounting of every food purchase of every kind.

I will keep meticulous records of how I prepared every meal, quantities prepared vs consumed vs put in fridge for leftovers.

I will adhere to all my current food standards, choosing organic food over conventional, local over shipped. Whole foods and minimally processed foods (like pasta, for example) over prepackaged, excessively processed, and convenience foods. I don't buy food in cans because of learning recently about BPA in plastic-lined cans. I buy as little plastic as possible, and as little packaging as possible.

We will consume no unnecessary food additives--preservatives, colors, flavors, and any of the array of crap like MSG, corn syrup, trans fats, all that stuff.

I will strive toward zero feelings of deprivation in any of us. As in, I won't be going without things that I deem essential to our overall contentment, unless I make a thoughtful decision to do so, and which I will post about.

I will not let my kid or any of the rest of us go hungry at any point during the week.

We will consistently eat balanced and varied meals prepared at home.

We will not eat out, nor will we accept any invitations to eat with other people.

The garden is not productive anymore this year (my own slacking), so that will not be a factor in this experiment.

Jake currently has a separate budget for lunches at work, despite my repeated attempts to convince him I should be making his lunches. I suppose in the interest of being authentic in this challenge, his lunches should be included in the challenge and will therefore be monitored and recorded exactly as everything else. Food he gets free at work will be mentioned but without judgment, and I will explain to him in advance that he should avoid free food (always crap anyway) so that we can have a more accurate experiment.

Remnants of any food purchased during this experimental week will be recorded and dealt with in the conclusion. I don't anticipate being able to buy only one week's worth of coffee, for example, so that will clearly skew the overall budget and I'll have to deal with that kind of thing as I go. A pound of coffee is somewhere in the neighborhood of $10-15, which is a huge percentage of my overall budget, but to be realistic, I do drink coffee on a daily basis and going without it would also skew the experiment. Something to pay attention to and deal with as I go.

I expect to learn a lot in this little experiment. Undoubtedly I will realize how frivolous I can be in food-gathering and perhaps I'll be stunned into changing some of those habits. Seriously, where does a $5 organic chocolate bar fit into a $50 food budget? We'll find out, I guess. I have some questions that I'll be pondering as well. How does one factor in things like gas and time in food-gathering excursions? Saving money by going to a farm to collect food--an hour away--is that a bargain? If money were really this tight, would I choose to work instead of staying home with the kids? How much would childcare cost and what would my income really provide our family? If staying home really seemed like the most efficient role for me, would I really be able to maintain a productive garden? (Perhaps some of my boredom and stir-crazy-ness would be resolved by spending more time out in the garden being productive, thus saving us gas money and other money that I would be spending going out or shopping online out of boredom?) How important SHOULD food be in any given household? What areas do I find myself wanting to cut so that I might have that special little food indulgence? Do I feel satisfied or deprived working on a tight budget? Will I find that this budget really makes sense, and we'll have a ton leftover in the future to do other things with (like, God forbid, saving)? Will I find myself obsessing (even more) about food? Or will I find myself relaxing about it? Will I find myself questioning my standards? Is this even possible? Will I prove myself wrong?

We shall see!

First thoughts

This is a post from my livejournal that first got me thinking about standards vs. budget.   It was only a few days ago that I wrote it, but already re-reading it, it seems somewhat ignorant and pretentious, and it was clear that I was not thinking beyond my own immediate situation.  I'm a bit embarrassed by some of it, but in the interest of showing am authentic progression of thought, I'm posting it here anyway.

So today I was curious and decided to go to the Aldi in JC. They're building a new one not far from us so I was interested to know if it was something I should be glad about.

I was waiting for the kids to wake up, so I sat in the parking lot observing the people coming and going. I think you can learn a lot about the kind of store you're about to go into by watching the people who shop there. At Wegmans it's nice cars, people who look healthy enough and carry their own shopping bags. Here, everyone I saw was either old or sick-looking, limping, 500 pounds, or generally dazed. Not promising, I thought.

First thing, we get to the place where they keep the shopping carts outside. You have to put a quarter in to get one out! I read the sign and the reasoning but still found the whole thing to be absurd. It was a total fluke that I even HAD a quarter in my pocket. Stuck it in, unlocked the cart, put Topaz in the front and carried Philip. Upon walking in I am informed by a sign that credit cards are not accepted, but food stamps, cash, and debit cards are. Oh yes, this is going to be interesting.

The place was like a fluorescent-lit nightmare. I felt like a rat in a maze. Frankenfoods piled high on either side of us, foul things in cans and boxes, the stuff that makes me feel particularly adamant about eating fresh whole foods. I was about two steps in when I realized I wanted out. Unfortunately, the entrance is not an exit, and you have to go all the way through the store just to escape. I watched in dismal horror at the things I saw people loading into their carts in quantity, and observed only a tiny and unappetizing produce section which was being largely ignored by other shoppers. I can see the exit. Almost smell fresh air, even. But it seemed impossible to get out. There were only two checkout aisles open, and they both had long lines. The other aisles had gates closing them off from the outside world, and in a fit of desperation I shoved through one and left. Locked the cart back in place, retrieved my quarter, and hauled the kids to the car with Topaz screaming that she was so hungry. I gave her a nice long soliloquy about what food really is, how good food makes you feel good and healthy and strong, and how bad food makes you tired and unhealthy and sick.

I have found, at long last, a place I despise more than Walmart. I never thought that would happen.

But this has all got me thinking about food and its value and its cost. In our household, high quality food is valued highly. We seek it out and spend a significant percentage of our income on it. I spend time preparing it. I avoid most convenience foods except occasionally, when I scrutinize labels and weigh out the cost/benefit of buying and using them.

But Valeri recently pointed out that not everyone has our food budget available, even if they would choose to spend more.

First thing, I would get very VERY serious about growing my own food. We have a setup for growing greens inside but haven't done it yet. I would really make more use of Jake's mom so I could be in the garden a lot, and the kids would grow up learning to take it seriously and help. I would do a lot of canning and freezing. I already buy a lot of stuff in bulk for better prices and we're now participating in a food buying club, which is good. I would plan meals more carefully (although I have to say, I really have enjoyed going food shopping and coming home with what is freshest and perfectly in season, and planning meals around that). I would ask for very different things for Christmas and birthdays--quarter cow, perhaps? Fifty pounds of oatmeal? Crates of organic fruit? Assorted oils and vinegars? Coffee and chocolate? Bottles of wine?

In all honesty, there is no way I would lower my standards unless I was so absolutely broke that we would literally starve or become malnourished if I didn't. I believe organic practices (when done right) are correct for many reasons and that conventional food production compromises far too much for me to tolerate or support.

I would absolutely cut back on the more expensive things--meat and dairy coming to mind first. The extras like desserts and alcohol would be scaled back and eliminated if absolutely necessary.

Right now I spend $40-60 a week on produce. Most of that comes from the farmers market, but things like grapes and berries and bananas I get at Wegmans. I buy bulk grains at Greenstar and now this buying club, and we cut down on packaging as well as saving money on the things we eat all the time. I have a huge canister of thick rolled oats, and canisters all over my kitchen with rices, beans, lentils, grains like teff and amaranth and quinoa, wheat berries, sugar. My freezer is full of organic meat I've been accumulating at the farmers market all summer, and organic blueberries we picked for something like a dollar a pint (and two placentas in there taking up space). During the winter we have bags of frozen vegetables. I really should have been consistently freezing veggies all summer long but every time I bought "'extra" anything, we ended up eating it all fresh.

I do buy a lot of accessories--oils and vinegars, seasonings, mustards, wine, coffee, etc.

I think we eat well most of the time. There are always days when one or both of the kids prevents me from doing much, and I'm trying to get myself into the habit of simpler and quicker meals and building meals around beans and lentils.

I've been shocked at how expensive organic fruit has been this summer. We grow our own strawberries and blackberries and blueberries, but they're all still very young plants and not producing a whole lot yet. I'd like to expand our berry-growing and plant some dwarf fruit trees in the back. Melons too. We have a big yard and lots of open space that should be better utilized. I have a lot of big pots that can be sort of portable gardens, and I'm hoping to make some of our front yard edible too. I love landscaping with vegetable plants, and I see no reason our front walk shouldn't be some happy combination or evergreens, perennials, and veggies. We have neighbors who use ChemLawn, and so we're very conscious of keeping ourselves and our food plants as far from that as possible, and I also consider pollution from cars to be an issue, so we won't plant anything near the road. Herbs can be thrown in the ground anywhere, and there is nothing more wonderful than smelling herbs everywhere you go. They're also beautiful and attract beneficial insects while keeping bad ones away.

I've ordered a half dozen or so seed catalogs and am already planning next year's garden. I'm really hoping Topaz will be a help in the garden and not a hindrance, but we'll see. She can really accomplish a lot and stay focused a surprisingly long time when given a task that interests her. Philip--well, who knows what kind of little person he'll be by then.

Anyway, seeing such a pointed correlation between crappy food and sickly people at Aldi was a very tangible eye-opener. Even if I was dirt poor I know I could do better than that.

Can it be done?

"But organic is so expensive!

I hear this so often, and I always wonder what people mean by it.  They genuinely don't have the money for it?  They don't buy it because, dammit, food shouldn't cost that much no matter what it is?  They don't actually know, they just hear people talk about how much organic food costs?

In this blog, I will explore this question and many others.  My goal is to dramatically reduce my family's food budget while maintaining my unwaveringly high standards for food of exceptional quality.  

Coming from a very low-income background, I can relate to the mindset that good food is not cheap.  On a very tight budget, compromise is a matter of course, and I find myself wondering to what extent it is absolutely necessary.  Does cheap food have to mean ramen for dinner?  Does it have to mean pre-packaged food products of dubious nutritious value?  Does it have to mean dollar menu food?  

First off, I have to say that I really don't know.  I expect to be surprised with any answer, and therefore I am not going into this with any preconceived notions of what is doable.  The goal is to try my best to work with a limited budget and see if I do find myself compromising more than I want to.  

In the past week, I have written out some of my thoughts on this subject, as well as spelled out some of my ideas for this challenge.  In the interest of following my natural thought process, I will simply copy and paste much of my musings here.